Mind Blown

Whoa...
Today has been a very stressed day. 3 tests just melted my brain to a mush like substance that can be spooned out.
2 more days of school then Men's Camp. Im so excited to get close to God with other guys to fellowship with. EXCITED, if u couldnt tell.

Today's little blurb is going to be short.
All it is today is
"If any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to him. But when he asks, he must believe and not doubt, be cause he who doubts is like a wave of the sea, blown and tossed by the wind. That man should not think he will receive anything from the Lord; he is a double-minded man, unstable in all he does."
James 1:5-8

Dear Heavenly Father,
      Today i come to you asking for your wisdom for it is greatly needed at this moment. Things are happening in my life that I have no idea what it means or what it is supposed to lead to. I know that you, Almighty God, know everything that has to do with my life and where it is going. If this is part of Your will, reveal yourself to me, so i can be absolutely sure. If it isnt, Lord, tell me so i may refocus on you.
Let me not be double minded, for that is dangerous and counterproductive. Thank you so much for what you have done today. I really do hope it is you though. And if it is, I thank you so much for it. If it isnt, dang it. but i will still refocus on u.
Amen

You know. One thing that i noticed this weekend was worship songs.
Last weekend, at Lost Canyon, the worship times hit me the hardest. They caused tears every time there was worship. And the crazy part is that they were all songs i have sang before. There were familiar songs that I have heard the song my entire life, but the words especially hit me hard. Maybe it was the fact that i could read the words closely, or something. Watever it was, it was def different. One song i remember was Blessed Be Your Name.
"You give and take away. You give and take away"
"Every Blessing You pour out I turn back to Praise"
Hit me very deep. It was attached to me.
Lord, you are the one to give me everything. So why do i complain when you take it away?
And when you do take away, you are making room for better or improved.
Let me keep ur will and the bigger picture in mind as I live my life.

Once again, if you are reading this and have any prayer requests or comments, please leave them so i can keep you in my prayers. God Bless